good news, I guess

got a packet in the mail from MetLife today. apparently I get Matt’s life insurance money that easily. more than anything, this is making me sad though – it’s just one more thing to finalize Matt’s death, I guess. it drives home the fact that he’s dead and never, ever coming back.

I want Matt so fucking much more than any amount of money.

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I'm a young, childless widow who is trying to figure out the best way to deal with the world in light of my late husband's suicide. It's harder than I ever imagined it would be, but somehow at the same time I am still alive and even happy sometimes.

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