jot ———-

Listening to the Best of Arvo Part this morning.  Somewhat incongruous with the sunny fall day outside, but from my seat it might as well be snowing.

This music (Summa for String Orchestra at the moment) is so heart-wrenchingly beautiful.  It makes me want to lie on my back in the middle of a field, or in the middle of the woods – somewhere away from other humans.

I know…about 50% of my entries are to complain about the fact that I’m stuck in an office until 5pm.  Sorry.

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I'm a young, childless widow who is trying to figure out the best way to deal with the world in light of my late husband's suicide. It's harder than I ever imagined it would be, but somehow at the same time I am still alive and even happy sometimes.

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