oh, and –

just spoke with my boss, and am feeling 100% relieved. she always makes it clear that they really value me here and want me to be in a position where I am happy and effective. she said that they have already been throwing around some other ideas for me anyway, which was really great to hear. I’m feeling SO MUCH BETTER OMG.

days like today, when I am reminded of the fleeting and precious nature of life, I find myself wanting to disappear from work and use my time to do something that will be beneficial for my soul. Les Demoiselles de Saint-Cyr are mostly helping to underline the ache. the horrid black and beige colors in my office are made about a million times worse by the fluorescent lighting. they design these office buildings to stifle creativity, don’t they.