why do I always fall down this hole?

If I would blog more, I wouldn’t always feel daunted because I have so much catching up to do!

I’ll just start in the middle today. Not too much has happened anyway.

We’re going to be moving at the end of the month, and are currently on the hunt for a new place. I found an ad on two sites today for a 4 bedroom log cabin style house in Ashland City, which is about 20-30 minutes northwest of Nashville. It’s kind of a red-neck part of Middle Tennessee, but hey, I’d rather live with rednecks than live in Belle Meade. Which we don’t, but I’m just saying that it could be worse.

However, as sweet as that house looks, I’ve emailed three times and haven’t heard back. Emailed twice after seeing the first ad, and a third time after seeing the second. I mean, they wouldn’t have rented the house today if they posted an ad on Craig’s List today, right? I really hope someone emails or calls me back. For real.

Other than that house, there are a couple of possibilities in the west/north Nashville range. My biggest priorities are price, and windows. It has to have big windows.

I wish I could blog about Christmas presents. Hmph.

All is on track for me to graduate on the 18th!!! I don’t have any holds, or anything! It seems so strange to me that after all this time of paying back loans but not having a degree or being in school, I’m finally graduating without having actually done anything this semester. Granted, I went to class a couple of times and walked around campus a lot more than I had in the last few years, but otherwise I really haven’t done a thing. Oh yeah, I also paid the graduation fee. But yeah. Graduation, finally.

We’ll probably throw a graduation/house warming party once we’re settled in. What with Christmas and making presents and moving and work, December won’t be a good time. It’ll be a good party.

I’ve been trying to get back on the Cooking Dinner Track. I’ve been super lazy about making food for the last month or two. It’s somewhat shocking to add up all the money spent on eating out though, especially compared to how much it costs to buy groceries for a week. Especially at Aldi. I’ve also been trying to branch out and make new dishes; I made some vegetarian chili the other day (not really sure how well it turned out because my nose was stopped up all day and I couldn’t really taste it very well). I’ve made a couple of Indian dishes, too, and plan to make lots more (not tonight). I don’t remember what they were called, but there were a couple of stews (imagine) and I fried some vegetables (in the spiced breading thing). Turned out pretty well.

Tonight I think I’ll make mac and cheese and green beans and chili, or something. It’s too cold in the house to cook. Plus my hair is wet from taking a shower, and I don’t really feel like drying it at the moment….

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I'm a young, childless widow who is trying to figure out the best way to deal with the world in light of my late husband's suicide. It's harder than I ever imagined it would be, but somehow at the same time I am still alive and even happy sometimes.

One thought on “why do I always fall down this hole?”

  1. If you have any Indian dishes you really like, send me the recipes. Thai dishes would be preferable, actually. : )


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